換
Thursday, September 13, 2007
好久好久沒有在這裡blog了
並不是因爲我不blog了
是因爲我那些可愛的外國朋友們不知道如何讀中文
所以我在這裡blog
所以，
所以。
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posted by sukki @ 8:46 AM, , backlink
兴趣
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
最近的兴趣
一个人到cafe或是bistro喝茶
可能是空虚在作祟吧
发现像这样浪费钱还蛮享受的
我是個很揮霍的人
不要讓我有錢
亂買
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posted by sukki @ 3:39 PM, , backlink
無聊
Monday, June 25, 2007
活在崩潰的邊緣
已经非常的累了
很累，很累
小小的心已經滿了
裏面的東西慢慢地溢出來
不能讓別人看見
所以獨自一人
很努力很努力地在清理
一直抹，一直抹
累了，也還是得繼續抹
在把所有的東西塞回去
再次地溢出來
無止境地在循環
但是體力卻慢慢地在減弱
累
很累
我只是個過度保護自己
被厚重的殼壓得喘不過氣的笨蛋
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posted by sukki @ 8:32 AM, , backlink
隔離
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
i saw my cigarette
laying on the table
marbolo light menthol
still have 11 pieces inside.
i heard him
calling me.
"i gotta vanish!"
look at him
i open
take out one
and
put back
just don't like to smoke alone.
plug in my ear phone
isolate myself
from the noise
to another noise
blank.
can't hear anything.
can't think anything.
yet,
can't love anyone.
.
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posted by sukki @ 3:08 PM, , backlink
明天
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
明天
就是明天了
千呼萬喚始出來的可愛物體即將登場。
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posted by sukki @ 10:48 PM, , backlink
白痴
很長
full, fool
this week a bit busy
busy hanging out with friends
thursday, june 7
hanging out with deedee
spend our 6 hours in bugis
first, go to eat mango ice
then go to sim lim, aaarrgggg so many thing tempted me.
go to ask the price of neeon 2, bargain and bargain and bargain, S$200
but i didn't buy, i think the boss will bookmark this customer
anyway, spend 2 hours there, then we go to parco
eat pastamania, a bit sucks there.
i should go to dine in sketches, sorry, i should.
deedee having carbonara, i having al fungi with alfredo sause, so creamy, i though is aglio olio, i was wrong. ofcoz, i cannot finish my course.
spend more than 1 hour there, and meet shirley there
damn freaking long time no see, but she still change nothing
anyway, lasalle is going to move to bugis, will see each other soon.
shopping time~
fooling around, got one accessory i like it so much but the salesgirl's fucking attitude make me don't want to buy
attitude very important sya... please...
deedee bought some make up [!]
i bought bathing tools, dunno why i always like to buy this kind of thing
5.45, get back to work
tat day, i'm very tired.
saturday, june 9
1.30am, eating tosei in ayub, with billy and emily
before work, deedee buy me an uzumaki ice cream
thanks sya~
coz my mum and bro go to melaka,
alone in the house, so ajak them to stay in my house
and suddenly realize tat my house got a lot of sleeping space.
sunday, june 10
wake up at 12, go to don sushi and eat our lovely tori karaage.
zaru soba + ten zaru soba + katsu kare + tenpura moriawasen + tori karaage + agedashi tofu + tenpura maki + ebiko sushi + inari sushi + tamago sushi + 3 scoops of ice cream = RM90
cool man.
back to work after this
saw deedee's goodbye msg, a bit sad here
suddenly feeling empty
i had no more deedee in sg, for 2 months, gotta miss her.
working with quite a empty + complicated + awful feeling + tiring body + painful stomach
and sorry mr.j, i can only say tat: you're a bit swuey.
i know you're also not feeling fine but i just can't control myself.
sorry for all the inconvenient i brought to you. really sorry.
and don't feel guilty. you feel guilty i also feel guilty, so please don't.
better forgot all the thing sya guy.
and
my house kena rob
1 pda and 4 XO've been stolen
the most irritating thing is, you have to tidy up your house
fuck
monday, june 11
back from work earlier today
hanging out with those idiots again.
eating mee rebus [hey, is mee rebus sya deedee~~] at stulang
playing ice, shoot each other using ice
a bit childish here
tuesday, june 12
doing opening today
got stuck in checkpoint, kanasai, more than half an hour
really fed up
but doing opening quite happy
back from work
drag billy out for supper
go to 現代啓示錄 drink bubble tea
and playing with my scarf
billy cos malay women
this is part 2 ar~
innocent boy
iran lady
two idiots.
patch.
dunno when
supper in anne
sukki > billy > yikki
a bit evil here.
some-more
sukki > billy > yikki @dolce
clubbing for free, so nice.
but i really tired.
after drinking some beer + 3 vodka + tequila
i drunk
vomit twice
so lame.
that's all
tired and sleepy now.
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posted by sukki @ 12:29 PM, , backlink
淡泊
Monday, May 28, 2007
已經深深地覺得自己有點不大正常。
有機會的話
想毉好自己的淡泊體質。
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posted by sukki @ 12:47 PM, , backlink
時間
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
是的
我需要時間和體力
還有金錢。好窮
最近在打工
意大利餐廳做service crew
真的很討厭打這種工
個人意見啦
深深地覺得要好好磨練自己
以後一定要投身于藝術界
況且我已經對自己下了承諾
在身上打的那顆釘，就是我對自己的承諾。
讓那顆釘緊緊地把自己鎖在藝術界。
三個月的打工
加油啊~ tahan tahan...
最近在研究烏鴉
從烏鴉延伸至norse mythology
所以我最近讀的東西都有點奇怪
crow > raven > odin > norse mythology
咳咳，這傢伙頭腦坏去了。
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posted by sukki @ 4:32 PM, , backlink
着迷
Monday, May 07, 2007
最近喜歡的團體
lamb
英國團體。trip-hop屬性。
很少產，有點可惜。
gorechi
chorus的部分是我對這首歌着迷的主要原因。歌詞是我喜歡的類型。類似purification.
是gorechi還是gorecki... 還在考察中...
zero
很喜歡那怪異的弦樂composing.
gabriel
比較怪異。前面還好，中間後面部分我很喜歡。
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posted by sukki @ 10:36 PM, , backlink
無聊
Sunday, May 06, 2007
很無聊很無聊
無聊到一天可以update 3個post
很無聊很無聊
MSN叮叮咚咚的
但是我的desktop還是黑的
很空很空
確認了很多次
我的status的確是設在online狀態
但是desktop還是黑的
taskbar沒有閃閃的
MSN叮叮咚咚的
"叮"
"___ has just signed in"
開始耳鳴
於是將sound alert給関掉
墜入深沉的寂靜中
很無聊很無聊
到處去下載音樂
企圖用音樂來麻醉自己
但是很不幸的
我沒有空CD
錄了也沒辦法聼
只是隱約地聼了些小聼
lamb的Gorecki，jazztronik的samurai, tokyo jihen的blackout, kagrra,的shijuku...
jazzanova, Love Psychedelico, Radiohead, Frou Frou...
最近很喜歡的歌是avril的girlfriend
很叛逆我很喜歡
但是總之
不能聼音樂。
墜入深沉的寂靜中
很無聊很無聊
手機的存在就好像空氣一樣
也可以説是很厲害的食物防腐劑
無色，無味
無聲無息
有好幾次都在懷疑自己是否早就被車撞死了
只是靈魂一廂情願地認爲自己還活得好好的
但又不是喔
肚子還是會餓
還是會有生理痛
蚊子咬了還是會癢
身體
還活着
很無聊很無聊
把未完成的東西給完成吧。
隨手把無聊一丟
我回到我自己的世界。
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posted by sukki @ 8:53 PM, , backlink
消失
everyone is vanishing
只是有點小小的寂寞
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posted by sukki @ 12:48 PM, , backlink
混合
每天，每天。
將由78%的氮气，21%氧气，稀有氣體以及雜質的混合物吸入肺部
將由60%食材，28%水分，5%調味料，灰塵以及雜質的混合物吞入胃部
將由30%生活記憶，25%經驗，20%資訊知識[也許更少？]，垃圾以及雜質的混合物塞入腦部
每天，每天。
都在依靠着這些混合物生存着
看起來很複雜
的確是很複雜
78%的氮气，21%氧气，稀有氣體以及雜質的混合物
需要整個生態的平衡才能擁有這東西
但是這個世界卻是那麽的不平衡
所以，這是複雜的
60%食材，28%水分，5%調味料，灰塵以及雜質的混合物
我媽媽常常說
"你們吃的人兩三下就能將餐桌上的食物給掃乾淨，我呢~ 還要買菜，切菜，煮... 吃完了之後還要洗碗洗鍋抹廚房..."
而且，並不是每個單純的個體都能煮。
要會煮，也要有煮的天分，耐力以及體力。
所以這個混合物也是很複雜
30%生活記憶，25%經驗，20%資訊知識[也許更少？]，垃圾以及雜質的混合物
其實，最簡單的是這個吧。
花費了那麽多的力氣，使用了那麽多的複雜能量，來讓自己的肉體生存。
相較之下這並不算什麽。
問題是出在如何去消化這簡單的能量。
將這簡單的能量，變成複雜的強力能量。
強到能秒殺final fantasy VII海底的那只ultimate weapon
或者是kingdom hearts裏面的那只sephiroth
並不複雜
只是麻煩而已
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posted by sukki @ 11:46 AM, , backlink